Braaains...

I have no excuses.

I could spend half of this post literally telling you why things have been so crazy that I haven't been able to spend more time here. To be honest, half of it would be just that, excuses.

I have been doing other things. Jarrett and I have decided to collaborate and try to write a couple of companion novels. I've been doing research for that project. I've been worrying about Bodhi's health (and got good news at his last doctor appointment). I've been spending way too much time thinking about the things to come in the not-so-far-from-now future.

I guess I'm having one of those "sit and think" periods in life and I think that's fine. Usually all I think about is writing, but lately... I don't know.

I read all of The Zombie Survival Guide by Max Brooks because I found it interesting. I plan to read World War Z by the same author next. I got a new iPod with my tax return. I've been playing The Walking Dead: Road to Survival nearly obsessively on my iPad.

To sum all of that up, I've been a completely pointless human being since we came back from our vacation. I have no motivation and I'm not quite sure how to get it back. I'm tired of being tired and not liking what I'm doing. I keep... Waiting for something to happen to make me feel better. I can't wait for Jarrett to be done with the first round of his training. I feel like things will be better, life will alter for the better when we move. Something about my hometown just feels like a hindrance.

Like I said... Excuses.

I did send the deposit for my puppy today. That's a pretty darn exciting thing, but it's been almost a whole day and even that happiness is wearing off...

I've decided to spend the next few hours on Pinterest, working on my "Future House" board. I keep thinking about how to decorate our house ever since I bought random throw pillows a few weeks ago. My sleep schedule has been completely off for the past two weeks or so because Bodhi's sleep schedule has been off. It's been causing a lot of migraines. Maybe that's why my focus is completely off.

I am almost all the way through The Walking Dead again though. I re-watch all the episodes every now and then for no reason whatsoever.

I've been on a real zombie kick lately, hm? Braaains...

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